Happy Birthday dear sister!

Sorry if I didn’t make it! Mom and dad didn’t approve my plans of going home this weekend. Hope you understand the situation.
I wish you a great time with mom, dad and your boyfriend, Ephraim. How is he by the way? I miss him teasing me Taba. Uuuh! I am not anymore. I’m in diet… no double rice. Ahaha!

See you soon ading! Happy 21st Birthday again!

Gone so wild this day! I don’t think I need to tell you.

I went out with him again. I know were some sort of friends. It’s our 4th time going out. We’re in our 17th month of friendship. “Just friends. No more, no less.” He said.

I remember… It was way back December 2007 when we’re first introduced. It was through text. A common friend named Anna gave him my number. At first, I was so hesitant to reply on his text messages because I had a misconception of having a friend through texting. You know how hard it was for me.

He was having his Christmas vacation in their province. And I was spending my Christmas in our house. That’s 2 weeks of non-stop texting. Insert: Globe Logo! We had a lot of things in common. And some sort of differences. I found him so sweet and bubbly. That made me fall for him. I’m single and so he is. Then, we gave it a try. After 2 days, he called and he told me he’s not yet kind of ready to have relationship. And he doesn’t want to hurt me in the end. That broke my heart! That doesn’t end there. We still have this thing called FRIENDSHIP. Friendship binds us together.

February, I was having my On the Job Training in PLDT Makati. I lose contact with him. He wasn’t texting nor calling me anymore March, he texted me. He was asking me my whereabouts. Uhh! He remembered me. I told him where I was. April, we had a fine agreement. We’ll meet and we’ll see a movie together in his expense at SM Megamall. It was the first time I saw him in person. And I get attracted. We watched 10,000 BC. We watched it twice. It was late when we finally decided to go out. It was supposedly our first. Ooops!

Next is history. August to January, I texted him time to time but he never replied to any of my texts. Haay! These days made me miss him so much. February, he had a chance to text me. I forgot, he sent me a message in Friendster. Asking, “how are you?” I texted him the moment I read the message. He said he was so busy in his work. He made me cry again. He doesn’t know I cried. He told me he had a one night stand with this girl. I made him spill it.

“Uuuh! Sana ako na lang.” I told him.

I want to spend the rest of my life with him. I want him to be my boyfriend. I wanted to be his girlfriend. I’ll be the most patient and understanding girlfriend if that will happen. I won’t nag him time to time. (How I Wish)
-a tear fell when I made this entry. I, damn, still love him.

speaking about married life or let’s say having family.. di ko yata maisip na at this age pwede na akong magkaroon nun. what about that?? my friends.. yeah some of them married earlier.. age 22.

i had a chance to have a little chat with Ate Cha.. a family friend, close relative pero hindi. ayun! her sister Sheena who is close to me also is pregnant again to her boyfriend. she’s expecting to have her second baby soon. i asked kung kelan ang kasal di niya masabi.

at this age, parang di ko pa ramdam ang magka-family. parang its too early for me. i’m 24 and going 25 soon. it’s too soon to have a family sabi nga sa virtual families.darating din siguro ako dun.. di naman ako atat!