Yesterday, it’s like, I felt the same feeling way back December 2007. My heart stopped beating the moment I read his text message. He’s on phone with his girlfriend. I was really shocked. He never told me about this girl he courted and now his one month gf.

Am I supposed to get angry at him? Who am I? I was never his gf. I’m just a friend. And that’s what he always kept on pointing out at first. I was damn expecting for something. I was expecting he’ll court me and we’ll be a couple.

Tears just fell on my eyes. I want to scream, yell, and shout. I want to ask him lots of questions. But he’s too busy with his girl and not with his work.
July 3, we dated. He didn’t say any single word about this girl. After that silly date, he failed to text me whenever I text him. I don’t know what to say. I’m so sad, and so angry at myself.

Why her? Not me? These questions kept on bothering me. I wasn’t able to sleep last night because of that revelation.

Why does this always happen? Am I cursed? I just want to be happy… but they always left me behind. I’m sad… really sad. How can I be sad if behind this sadness is a happy couple celebrating their one month of togetherness?
Haaaay! When will I be happy? I don’t want to be sad anymore.

Soon, I’ll be turning 25. Nice gift for me. It’s unexpected. But anyway, thanks for the good times we’ve shared. Hope there will come a point that we’ll cross each other’s road again. You and me as couples not as friends.

Pilya.Net turns 3..

whoa! i can’t believe it. amazing!

i need to have my site revamp. new theme?

Just like old days. I’m doing nothing again. No internet connection in the office. Oh my! Only my computer! Whata! If and only if… maybe I’m playing Pet Society today. Yesterday I played after knowing no one was left in the house. I got addicted the first time I played the game. I’ve seen my friend’s pets and their houses. Gosh! They’ve gone too far especially Jenny aka Nampootah and Karen of Lakambini. How I wish there’s a money cheat! Silly me! Is there any??

June is a month of late and under times. Are they going to suspend me just like HIM? No naming of names. Am I going to receive a memo? Huh! I’m so scared. I don’t want to be suspended… if there’s only a choice… Maybe I’ll make up all my lates and under times.

So broke today! I spent already the ¾ of my money that includes my savings. Huh! That makes only ¼ is left. And it’s only July 6 today. How can I mange to budget my money??

And I’m spending almost Php 350/day. I think I should tighten my belt for me to make it to Jul 15.