those words kept on bugging my conscience everytime i see him silent. his silence affects me that much. i have made an elementary mistake and i have to deal with it.

we were even texting Saturdays. power shut down and no operations on Sunday didn’t flash on my mind. did i sweep it aside, meaning do tell him later?

mistake isn’t a mistake unless it can’t be put right.

nothing good happened in the past chapters as i cast my mind back. i recall moments.. sad moments, happy moments.

i know, i may not be good but im trying my best.. in this chapter,

1. i wished to have a long term career. i don’t know if my present job will grant this wish. if not, there are lots of opportunities outside this four wall-ed room. insert SINGAPORE.
2. i wished to have a mature and more serious relationship with a guy. i’m so sorry about this. i’m still in the long run of finding the right man.

PS.. i may be forgetful at times but for sure i will never forget special occassions like birthdays, anniversaries

why does it bother them? especially my workmates..

watch out for my next shoutouts in my fb… iit may eat YOUR brain. ahaha.

August 8 (Sunday) me and my highschool friends had a little get together (2nd month of Balong) at Byron’s House in Dapitan. i arrived a little early (about an hour before 6pm) than Runa and Vian. Maynard and Byron fetched us in Ministop. i was mesmerized on his violet car. Violet is the new pink and i was wearing violet too. Anong and his troop was on their way to Byron’s.

everyone was there except for some who really didn’t make it.. Queeny. i know she had a hard time forgetting Nestor. i thought makikita ko na siya after years. high school was the last time. Icy was there too.

we had drinking session. they bought us (babae girls) “The Bar” Strawberry and ice tea. the lalake boys had “Fundador lights“. BBQs, roasted chicken, hotdog, paksiw na hito were our pulutan.

also, we had picture taking (c/o Maynard’s Nikon SLR camera). i’ll post pictures SOON. im still waiting for it.

to sum it up, i had a nice weekend. i slept at Runa’s house @ Fairview. insert Caloocan na raw un according to Erwin. that made me late the next day. ahaha.

miss ko na rin ang pamilya ko. kailan kaya nila ako bibisitahin? parang may GAP sa amin. nangyari ito ng madiskubre nila ang tungkol kay Tomers at sa kanyang ****. alam ko.. at sorry naman.

miss ko na rin mag-PARTY.. tsug tsug ba kung tawagin ng aking mga workmates.

kelan kaya? come lets party AGAIN.

a funny and unforgettable experience happened also.. i tripped in the middle of the road with Runa. i don’t know what happened, there’s a black light then tada.. i fell without telling anything to Runa. good thing, there were no vehicles passing by.

else is history.

i can’t be with her this day to celebrate her 90th birthday. So sorry!

if only i got one wish, I’ll wish her recovery from her sickness.

Aunt Lydia cried when she discovered that Uncle Larry and Aunt Nene went to visit Lola in the province. I know how you feel.

I miss him so much. lumuwas siya in Manila a week before his birthday. i thought he’ll visit me in my Aunt’s house and stay for a night. But sad to say, he went home earlier than I was thinking.

He’s now Certified Senior Citizen! We always tease him and he always end up ANGRY.

I thought it is goodbye but fortunately I was able to renew DIYOSA.Org for another year. I tried so hard, really hard. :think:  Knowing I don’t have funds to pay for that. I even decided not to renew it anymore. Thinking, it served me well during the times (sponsored posts) and even resided there for sometime.

Thanks to my Mom’s credit card though Paypal rejected it several times. Mom, I’ll pay you on my next payday. I promise.

Diyosa.Org: who is

So happy..