i can spell love correctly now. it’s L-O-V-E !

we’re seriously in love. everything fell in the right place this time. he’s single and i’m single..

i had a talk with my sissy this afternoon and told her that i’m in love and in relationship with Bryan. she kept on teasing me. i know, i ate my words. i really did. though she didn’t approve nor disapprove him, i know i really ate my words. but i love him. i really love him.

after our talk, she immediately told mom and dad about my status. whatta! i really hate it when i tell her secrets. she can’t keep it by herself. she spill it after hearing it. i can’t do anything but laugh out loud. sissy, mom and dad have the same reaction.. darn not good to hear. mom says ok as long as he’s responsible and kind. dad says he wants American.

let’s find out next.

After 7 long years, we finally had a chance to dine and have fun together. We were college classmates.. Roma Ria, Rona Gay and me. We were of the same department but of different courses. I took up Electronics and Communication while they took up Civil Engineering. Rona didn’t pursue. She shifted Nursing.

Trinoma 7:30 pm. I took the cab after learning I was so late. I paid the cab 150 pesos. I hopped out and run. I saw them sitting in a bench while waiting for Vian to finish her makeover. She seems dazzling. How I wish I can try it also.

Bamboo Grande Garden Restaurant, Tomas Morato 8:30 pm. The place looks like a jungle not a garden. Pictures of Bob Marley were hanged on walls. I assumed the band playing in the bar will sing Reggae. To my surprise, they did sing Bob Marley and Brownman Revival.. all reggae. So relaxing.

Left to Right: Ruvi Ann, me, Rona Gay and Roma Ria

We ordered Mojito Mint, fried potatoes, buttered chicken, garlic mushroom, sisig, dinakdakan, crispy pata, and manga with bagoong. All taste good especially the sisig. I’ll surely come back.

Ruvi and me

4 out of 5 stars.

I didn’t have enough sleep today because I got home by 3 am because of partying at The Providence. I had to spend another hour in charging my phone in the living room and I had to watch over it. I slept around 4 am and woke up 6 am. I have to be at Aguinaldo Shell Station at 8 am.

Mall of Asia 9 am. Some arrived early, others late. Some took breakfast at Mc Donald’s. Some didn’t.

St. Mary Magdalene Parish Church at Kawit, Cavite 10 am. The baptism rite didn’t start yet. I took pictures of the church. I was stunned. So aged..

The baptism started around 11 am. It wasn’t like those ceremonies I have attended. 7 children were baptized… one after the other.

It’s not my first time in attending baptism ceremony. I had attended lots. Daughter of Jhun and Rhea, daughter of Kuya Julius and Ate Analyn and so on…

I look hilarious in here. I don’t know where to glance at. All were taking pictures.

And also here.

To Jamel Marjan, happy Christening to you my dear godson. grow up intelligent, strong and handsome. your godmother, Shem

It was indeed a great night. We partied till 1am at The Providence Tower KTV (if I’m not mistaken). I’m not acquainted with singing. I hate it. I have a terrible voice but hey they made me sing. I sang 4 songs that night. Big Girls Don’t Cry picked by Krystle, Kiss Me by Erlson, and the two other more which I can’t remember. All scored 80+. Too bad! I need to practice more often.

When I’m half way drank (no i wasn’t really.. who said i was drunk.. you?), I stood up and started dancing. I had to do that to loosen up the pressure I have in my head or else. You know what happened to me when we went to Barracks. That’s it. My officemates giggled in laughter when I stood up and bounced. All were just looking my way. I even pulled some of them to join me in dancing.

our Project Head striked a pose before going home..

Loxon Family having a great time eating, singing and drinking

Food was great but we were bit disappointed on their services (they were so slow and not that accommodating).

To sum it up..
2 out of 5 stars.

sorry for not informing you about the power shut down and no operations that happened yesterday. i admit it was my fault. and im sorry!

those words kept on bugging my conscience everytime i see him silent. his silence affects me that much. i have made an elementary mistake and i have to deal with it.

we were even texting Saturdays. power shut down and no operations on Sunday didn’t flash on my mind. did i sweep it aside, meaning do tell him later?

mistake isn’t a mistake unless it can’t be put right.

i just turned 26 yesterday. another chapter was added to my life story. a chapter wherein everyone wanted to have LIFE. a life everyone may call their own.

nothing good happened in the past chapters as i cast my mind back. i recall moments.. sad moments, happy moments.

i know, i may not be good but im trying my best.. in this chapter,

1. i wished to have a long term career. i don’t know if my present job will grant this wish. if not, there are lots of opportunities outside this four wall-ed room. insert SINGAPORE.
2. i wished to have a mature and more serious relationship with a guy. i’m so sorry about this. i’m still in the long run of finding the right man.

PS.. i may be forgetful at times but for sure i will never forget special occassions like birthdays, anniversaries

what’s with “Ayokong nasasanay sa mga bagay na pwede namang wala sa buhay ko.”?

why does it bother them? especially my workmates..

watch out for my next shoutouts in my fb… iit may eat YOUR brain. ahaha.

i can hear bees and butterflies inside my stomach. what’s up with me? everytime i look at HIM, i laugh. maybe because he’s wearing.. skinny jeans again for the 2nd time. what’s wrong with skinny? ahaha. guys do wear jeans. di lang siguro ako sanay na makita syang naka-skinny especially on site.

August 8 (Sunday) me and my highschool friends had a little get together (2nd month of Balong) at Byron’s House in Dapitan. i arrived a little early (about an hour before 6pm) than Runa and Vian. Maynard and Byron fetched us in Ministop. i was mesmerized on his violet car. Violet is the new pink and i was wearing violet too. Anong and his troop was on their way to Byron’s.

everyone was there except for some who really didn’t make it.. Queeny. i know she had a hard time forgetting Nestor. i thought makikita ko na siya after years. high school was the last time. Icy was there too.

we had drinking session. they bought us (babae girls) “The Bar” Strawberry and ice tea. the lalake boys had “Fundador lights“. BBQs, roasted chicken, hotdog, paksiw na hito were our pulutan.

to sum it up, i had a nice weekend. i slept at Runa’s house @ Fairview. insert Caloocan na raw un according to Erwin. that made me late the next day. ahaha.

it’s so unusual to spend more than 6 hours with a guy especially if there’s no mutual feeling between. we spent about xx hours together malling, eating, and strolling.. for some that may be kilig, but for me, it’s nothing. just plain friends dating, sharing none sense stories.

Rona Gay, Erlson and me

paumanhin at inactive na naman ako.. sorry naman! busy lang ako sa personal kong buhay. wala ng explanasyon. but anyways, nasa office pa rin ako ngayon naghihintay na mag-8pm. gusto ko makita ang fall ang MDC NOX 3 sa LOXON team. first time ko manood ng laro nila. gusto ko makita kung paano maglaro ang mga workmates ko.

miss ko na rin ang pamilya ko. kailan kaya nila ako bibisitahin? parang may GAP sa amin. nangyari ito ng madiskubre nila ang tungkol kay Tomers at sa kanyang ****. alam ko.. at sorry naman.

miss ko na rin mag-PARTY.. tsug tsug ba kung tawagin ng aking mga workmates.

kelan kaya? come lets party AGAIN.

after work, Janice and I went to SM Bacoor to meet her hubbie Mark. we played at Tom’s World. i really had a great time bonding with mom-to-be Janice and her hubbie Mark. the whole thingy wasn’t planned. Pupunta lang sana ako ng National Bookstore to buy some stuffs for my lil project. Also, we dined at KFC. sorry guys.. don’t have enough money for us.

taken at Tom’s World

we party-ed again for the nth time with my highschool friends.. post birthday celebration of Erwin. many came to celebrate. Kelly and Jaypee went besides us (Maynard, Jayjay, Rona and me). it was nice seeing Kelly and Jaypee “again“. 9 – 10 years, i think?! but anyway, we enjoyed dancing and bar hopping.. now, i know how they dance. and it was so nice seeing them dancing. ahaha.

Left to Right: Jayjay, Maynard, Jaypee, Erwin, Rona Gay and me

a funny and unforgettable experience happened also.. i tripped in the middle of the road with Runa. i don’t know what happened, there’s a black light then tada.. i fell without telling anything to Runa. good thing, there were no vehicles passing by.

Left to Right: Maynard, Erwin, Rona Gay, me and Jayjay

else is history.

Happy 90th birthday LOLA SOLING!

i can’t be with her this day to celebrate her 90th birthday. So sorry!

if only i got one wish, I’ll wish her recovery from her sickness.

Aunt Lydia cried when she discovered that Uncle Larry and Aunt Nene went to visit Lola in the province. I know how you feel.

Happy 60th Birthday DADDY!

I miss him so much. lumuwas siya in Manila a week before his birthday. i thought he’ll visit me in my Aunt’s house and stay for a night. But sad to say, he went home earlier than I was thinking.

He’s now Certified Senior Citizen! We always tease him and he always end up ANGRY.

Happy Three Years DIYOSA.Org!

I thought it is goodbye but fortunately I was able to renew DIYOSA.Org for another year. I tried so hard, really hard. :think:  Knowing I don’t have funds to pay for that. I even decided not to renew it anymore. Thinking, it served me well during the times (sponsored posts) and even resided there for sometime.

Thanks to my Mom’s credit card though Paypal rejected it several times. Mom, I’ll pay you on my next payday. I promise.

Diyosa.Org: who is

So happy..

We changed plans. Instead of going to Padi’s Point again, we went to Off the Grill. Police Inspector Erwin treated us for inuman. They ordered buckets of SanMiguel beer and lots of pulutan (spicy chicken, tuna and pork).

Thanks to you Erwin!

Around 11pm, we went to Padi’s Point again. We had fun dancing under the disco ball. It’s my first time to see Erwin dancing. I have seen Jay and Maynard way back high school.

Do you remember the first time I went there with Rona, Jay, Marj and Roger?

Rona was craving for Mindoro’s Sling that time. She immediately called everybody’s attention if we could join her cravings. Maynard said he can’t because he’s ill. Same as the others (Byron, Jaypee, etc). Without hesitation and thinking, I came in my MDC uniform. It was my first time to party in uniform. She gave me the directions going to Delta. It’s not my fist time to go to Timog. I was there several times but we were riding in a car.

We party(ed) till dawn at Padi’s Point – Tomas Morato. Jay-jay lost his phone while we were dancing on the dance floor. T’was Padi’s crew who took his phone. We knew it because they have flashlights with them.

It was also my first time to try smoking. I was trying so hard. ahaha. And it was not good at all.

looking funny

March 19 (Friday)

Trinoma. I’ve decided to come. Surely, di nila ako matitiis. Ron, Lhen and I met in SM North Mc Donald’s. We hugged each other after not seeing for long time. Rona and Lhen were much prettier than the last time I saw them. We headed to the swim wear section and fitted several. We had a little chit chat while fitting. Ron did the choosing because I don’t know what’s good on me. I finally chose pink over blue and peach. Lhen paid for the bikinis.

Blumentritt. We went to Byron’s place. He got a nice pad. He also cooked for us. Siya nga ba un? I just don’t know. Maybe, Joey or Nad cooked the tinola. We had some picture taking before going to bed. Then, Byron arrived with his car. He got a nice car. We had some pictures again.

March 20 (Saturday)

We decided to sleep after the lalaki boys drinking session. Ron and Lhen didn’t sleep at all. They were busy chatting while everyone was sleeping soundly. I spilled some secrets to Rona, too, when Lhen was inside the bathroom. Everything was no longer a secret.

We woke a little late.. We took Byron’s chocolates, fit and right, canned goods, junk foods in his fridge. Less expenses for the foods.

To Batangas Pier. We were so excited. It was our FIRST TIME to visit the place. All was set. Not really. Some backed out because they were too busy at work. we bought Boat tickets (P400 pax) in the station and head to Batangas Pier. We all slept in the trip. I hope wala akong picture sleeping. Kasi madalas namin kuhanan mga taong tulog.

Batangas Pier. Muntik na nawala ung Boat Ticket namin. They don’t know where they put it. It skipped their mind. Besides of the boat ticket, we also paid environment fee P15.00/pax, and Passenger Ticket P30.00/pax. It was m y first time to ride on a boat. So unforgettable.

White Beach, Puerto Galera – the group forgot to have the reservations on hotel. It’s girl’s power that lead us to the most TIPID room ever. Lhen paid for the room P1,000.00 for 1 night plus additional P400.00 for extending 2 hours. The room was small but it can accommodate 7 persons. We immediately changed into our bikinis.

Mindoro Sling was the best. I think it’s mixture of Tanduay, Four Seasons, Pomelo. But many say, it’s not! Research, research and research! Rona have an idea how it is mixed.

at FSL Boat going to Puerto Galera and going Home

from top left to bottom right: morning session with the group “para sa mahabang pagsasamahan”, yellow fingernails, while waiting for our orders, food served, evening session @ Tia Maria’s, gone drunk, afternoon session with magic sing, peeking??, KFC night

swimming in the middle of the afternoon with the group. drunk??

sunset na ba ito?? from left to right: Byron, Nad, jayjay, Lhen, Rona and ME

island hopping while riding boat

during Tia Maria’s session with Lhen and Rona

after Tia Maria’s session with the group

Still undecided.. I don’t know if I’m going to join my high school classmates in our Reunion in Puerto Galera. Money really matters here plus Mom didn’t approve me at first. I really don’t have enough moolah to furnish all my expenses for the succeeding weeks. It’s still half way till March 31.

Lend me money, and I’ll thank you for the rest of my life.

I envy my friends because they have this little get together every now and then. Jay’s birthday, visit at Tet’s house, and many more.